Here is a poem that I just wrote when I had my own very mini cancer scare (mostly in my head). Took 5 days and a transvaginal ultrasound to be sure all was ok. Meanwhile, I am certain that so many people feel this way at a moment of unknowing. Just want to share. blessings, minx making it through the unknown days of not knowing holding faith close like a child’s blankie or an old shawl to protect against the cold chill of a thousand what ifs? making it through the night bad dreams nipping at my heels legs jerking restlessly as I run away sleep elusive an uninviting abyss of a thousand what ifs? making it through making it all up in the face of a blurred future my mind a construction site of half truths an inner theater now presenting only melodramas and tragedies not my favorite entertainment but I cannot yet discern a storyline nor walk away from these disheartening productions of a thousand what ifs? from the heart, mind and pen of Minx ©2006 Minx Boren. All rights reserved. Minx Minx Boren PCC Personal & Business Coach Your success is my business. Fourfold Path Inc. B: 561.624.7984 F: 561.627.6032 M: 561.301.2399 www.coachminx.com www.authenticwoman.com Remember we are NOT Doctors and have NO medical training. This site is like an Encylopedia - there are many pages, many links on many topics. Support our work with any size DONATION - see left side of any page - for how to donate. You can help raise awareness of CAM.